Bez Mack's thoughts and dreams

Slow down on electronics

2009-09-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

Coming home, he was talking on the phone. The girl on the other end missed him so much that she was counting on the minutes. While he was telling her to get dressed she heard somebody talking to him on the other end then the phone disconnected. Neglecting the food she was eating she run out to get dressed.

He came home with a big surround system; very excited he opened the package and started to place wires where it belongs but only to find out that the package is incomplete. She always wonders why guys are so obsessed about electronics. She observed him trying to figure out what went wrong. She still doesn’t get it though; he says he forgot how to put the wires together but she didn’t buy his story. The truth is he didn’t want to admit to her that he’s been punked. He didn’t have to tell her that because she knows him better than this. He’s blown up inside so she didn’t want to ignite another fire by making him feel guilty.

You don’t buy things from a person you don’t know; I don’t know but these days the thefts are so sophisticated that even the police officers take them some time to make it click. I’m not trying to blame him but guys should slow down when it comes to electronics.

Well...going out? I don’t think so but she still hopes so. She was so bored the whole day doing nothing. The jobs she expected to get are not responding at all. She is an optimist though; she believes good things come to her life regardless.

Pay back time

2009-07-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

It is not too long
I remember it
You were crazy
I was ignorant
You use to beg me
For us to meet
You used to cry
So I get laid
When the time comes
When it is my turn
You are already gone
You are far away
No pay back time
For me to play

My fingers can’t stop

2009-07-02T12:11:00.000-07:00

I asked myself if I love you
It said it used to
I asked myself if I still dream of you
It said it used to
I questioned my heart if it beats whenever I think of you
It answered it does not anymore
I requested my mind if I still think of you
It opposed that it does no more
I finally demand my fingers
To tell me so honest
And they said...
They can't help it but to write
Couldn’t stop and will not.

eminem

2009-07-02T12:09:00.000-07:00

If we can’t do it let’s not say it

2009-06-22T10:54:00.001-07:00

When I was in high school there was this saying “ don’t promises a promises unless the promises you promises is a promises” well i hardly know the real meaning till a real deal blow my mind.

I got in to this thing I know nothing about and there happened a guy with humble promising helpful hand; thrilled, I gave him my story for him to end it, well he sleep with it and got me in to heart attack. I got no money to go for professionals and whenever I raise the question he keep on telling me that he’s going to finish it the next day. One month later still the same hope and promise…what a crap

I know there is a big difference between making a promises and keeping it. There are some people who get carried away with your sad story and just to make you feel better they give you their word but they hardly know that they are hurting you more. The others with a big mouth knuckle heads say it just to impress others and the next day when they wake up you are not on the list.

But how many of us really know the real meaning? How many of us fail to keep our promises? Well God knows that. But what i want to say is if we can’t do it let’s not say it.